Life Is Just One Damned Thing After Another... [entries|friends|calendar] Brittnee [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

It's Been Awhile... [27 Jan 2008|06:17pm] [ mood | gloomy ] I've felt so worthless lately.  I'm not going to Wayne anymore because I don't know what the hell I'm going to do. I felt like I was going nowhere. Right now school is just something I don't wanna do. My mom and Tom can't decide if their marriage is going down the shitter or if they are going to be okay with everything. He packed a bag the other night, and my mom wants a divorce....but nobody's actually making a move. It's just a really unstable situation right now.  I have been distant with my friends lately. I haven't even hung out with Jeanne. I feel like I have nobody to talk to.  And I really need it right now.  Things are awesome with my Dad and Amy. Wyatt is amazing, and I love him to death. They are about the only thing going good in my life right now.  I've been so down, and I can't figure out why. I know that I have things that are going really wrong right now, but you would think that I would be used to it by now.  I made two New Years resolutions and I haven't even atempted to acheive them.  Things  need to change, and soon... 1 Turned my world upside down| can you hear me?

We've got some catching up to do. [15 Jul 2007|05:13pm] Haven't updated in awhile. I got my new car, and I love it. I've been working all the time, which makes me very excited for school to start because I'm sick of working all day long.  People really bother me when they just sit around all day long, pissing and moaning that they don't have money when really, they just need a decent job. I hate lazy ass people like that. Then, they have the fucking nerve to say shit to me when I said I'm tired, or if I say anything about working. It usually sounds like this..."Well, you choose to do it." Yes, you're right, I do...and I may bitch about working, but at least I'm not lazy and I'm never bitching about money. One thing I'm really sick of is people ridiculing everything I do. Anyhow, the wedding was nice, and I had a really good time. I love that I got to see Sissy too.  We've got another cruise planned for November 17th through the 26th. I'm very excited...I gives me something to look forward to. I'm trying to grow my hair out...we'll see how that goes, I usually get bored with it and cut it but I'm gonna try my hardest not to. So things are pretty good right now...staying busy with friends and family, and it's good. 3 Turned my world upside down| can you hear me?

Alrighty then... [17 Jun 2007|05:20pm] Things are going okay right now. My graduation party was a lot of fun and I got to see some family that I haven't heard from in awhile.  I'm buying a car tomorrow. It's the new 2007 Ford Focus with the hatchback....it's so cute. I'm really excited, it seems like a very grown up thing to do. I'm also registered to vote, which also really excited me. Working full time isn't that bad...I thought I wouldn't be able to get up in the morning, but knowing that I'm getting up to make money doesn't make it that bad. Anyhow, things are good. can you hear me?

[30 May 2007|02:01pm] [ mood | sleepy ] Done with high school. Finally. Now, I just gotta get through graduation, Mine and Jeanne's party is going to be awesome! I can't wait for that...on the 9th. Work is going good, I started full time...and I like it. At least I'm bringing in the money.  I've been pretty down lately, I really don't know why.  I wish I had someone to comfort me, someone to call or see when I need to. I don't really have that anymore... I've been thinking a lot about the past, and how I could have fixed some things, but maybe everything that happened was for the better...and it had to be for a reason.  Really, I just wish I could get through one day without thinking about what I've done wrong, and how I can/ could make things better. can you hear me?

Fuck you, Royal Oak High School. [13 May 2007|05:51pm] [ mood | mellow ] 10 miserable days left in the fucking shithole we now know as Royal Oak High School. I can't wait to be outta that hell hole. I talked to my boss the other day, and starting May 29th, I'll be working full time 7-3:30. I need to find a job for my weekends. My plan is to save as much money as possible by the end of the summer. We'll see how that goes... People have been pissing me off at school, at home, and even at work. I think I need another vacation...hah. can you hear me?

[02 May 2007|05:42pm] [ mood | sleepy ] Well, I've been a busy girl. My tooth is finally fixed, I just have to go back for the crown. I took my math placement test today for Wayne State, I don't know why I had to pay $20 for a test that's going to tell me I'm in the stupid class. Anyway, school's almost over...and I can't fucking wait. It's getting harder and harder to go to school every morning. I've decided I'm not going to prom, I also decided awhile ago that I'm not doing the all night party either. None of it is worth my money, and my cousin is coming home from North Carolina, so I really wanna spend some quality time with her. Once I'm done at Royal Oak High School...I'm done...I don't plan to go back for anything, nothing is worth it there. Things would be totally different if I were still in Dondero, I would definitely feel differently about everything if we were still there. Oh, how I miss it... Jeanne and I are having our graduation party together...it's on June 9th. We're definitely going to break the bank with this one...but hey, you only graduate once. We're going to have a slushie machine with pina coladas, and banana daiquiris which are my favorite. I'm so excited for our party! Anway, another day in the shithole tomorrow...same shit just another day... 1 Turned my world upside down| can you hear me?

SB '07 [14 Apr 2007|06:51pm] SPRING BREAK '07 WAS FUCKIN' AWESOME! YAY FOR FLORIDA, YAY FOR THE BAHAMAS, YAY FOR BOHEMIANS NOT CHECKING ID'S IN A BAR THAT WAS CALLED SENOR FROGS(I thought the name was funny), YAY FOR KEY WEST, AND YAY FOR CRUISE LINES!!!! can you hear me?

Spring Break '07 is getting closer!! [02 Apr 2007|05:50pm] [ mood | sleepy ] Only 2 more days of school, and 3 more days in Michigan until we leave for Florida, and the Bahama's! I'm so flippin' excited!  I decided I don't wanna go to prom, and I'm not going. I've got such a busy week ahead of me. Tomorrow I work then babysit my favorite kids, Rory and Zig...that little one-year-old is getting to be a handful. Wednesday my baby Rory (she's 3, haha) is coming over to stay the night. Thursday, I'm not going to school, and I'll have Rory all day along with my girls that are going on our trip! We're getting our nails done. I've also gotta get laundry done, and pack. Then, later on that night, I babysit Rory and Zig.  I'm a busy girl all of a sudden. I've also decided that it's really nice watching babies grow up. I've watched Rory and Sebastian since they were both born. Rory is now 3, and Sebastian is now 1...and I can't believe how fast they grow up. I like having kids close to me like that...it's cute and it makes me feel good when Sebastian cries for me when he gets hurt or something. If I ever have kids...I want them to be exactly like them.  My glands have been swollen all day, and I fucking hope I'm not getting sick. Of course, just in time for our trip. Psh. can you hear me?

Spring Break '07 Baby!! [16 Mar 2007|01:55pm] [ mood | cheerful ] So, not only am I going to Florida over Spring Break, but we're also going to the BAHAMAS!!! My mommy was just looking around one day and found it! So, me, Jeanne, Erica, Rachel, my mom, and Mandie are going to Florida for three days, then on a four night/five day cruise to the Bahamas and Key West! I'm so excited!!! can you hear me?

Congrats, Christine Taylor!!! [01 Mar 2007|05:07pm] [ mood | excited ] I'm so excited! We picked out the dresses for Chrissy's wedding, and they're so cute!! She looks so amazing in her dress as well!! All in all, it's just exciting!!! :) can you hear me?

[18 Feb 2007|08:31am] [ mood | excited ] I'm so glad that we are on break. I'm gonna work Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday 8-3:30, then on Tuesday I'll work 8-12, then be home by 12:30 to babysit til about 7. So, I'll be making lots of extra money. I need to start saving my money hard core for Spring Break. I feel bad if I make my mom or Tom pay for my trip. We finally made set plans for Spring Break. Me, my mom, Erica, and maybe Mandie are going to Florida. I'm so excited. All I want is the damn sun, and to relax. We are going to do Disney in Orlando, then we are staying with Tom's aunt who owns a condo in Pompano(sp?) Beach, and we're also going to Miami because it's only like an hour away from where we are staying, and maybe going to the Keys for a few nights. We're just gonna do our own thing, and take it one day at a time and do what we want. It's going to be nice. We're also getting tattoos while we're there. Of course, we're going to get them on the way back because we want to be in the sun. That'll make it four tattoos for me. It's gonna be sweet. I hope when we go back it goes by fast so we can get to Spring Break, Prom, and of course, Graduation. can you hear me?

[05 Feb 2007|06:13pm] [ mood | content ] I had a good weekend. Didn't have school today, and we don't have it tomorrow...which is nice. I get to babysit my favorite kiddies tomorrow. :) I'm cold. can you hear me?

Happy, Happy, Joy, Joy! [31 Jan 2007|02:34pm] [ mood | awake ] I love how I've been feeling lately. I feel healthy, energetic, and I'm not as sleepy as I used to be. I'm excited for this weekend. I love my friends. I love my cousin, Jeanne. And Christine is so much fun to be around, I love her too. First I want Spring Break to come! Then May 25th better come fast!!! I can't wait to be done with high school! :) 2 Turned my world upside down| can you hear me?

New Car!!! [19 Jan 2007|06:33pm] [ mood | happy ] I got a new car today! It's a 2006 Ford Taurus! It's a color called merlot...kinda like maroon. I love it! :) 2 Turned my world upside down| can you hear me?

[16 Jan 2007|03:16pm] [ mood | blank ] I hate when the past comes and stares me right in the face again... can you hear me?

Bitching, bitching, and some more bitching... [10 Jan 2007|05:46pm] [ mood | stressed ] I hate Royal Oak High School. I want to get outta there. I hate doing all of this college shit. It stresses me out. I hate exams. I hate the week before exams. I hate that teachers give everything to you at once. I'm too tired. I have problems getting up in the morning. I want May 25th to come fast. can you hear me?

[30 Dec 2006|02:06am] Rest in Peace Aunt Kelly. I love you. can you hear me?

[14 Dec 2006|12:03am] [ mood | cranky ] I miss Dondero, and I fucking hate Royal Oak High School. I CANNOT WAIT TIL I'M OUTTA THERE IN 5 MONTHS. can you hear me?

[30 Nov 2006|09:51pm] I got accepted to Wayne State University! :) I also found out that my report card is going to be pretty good as well. Today was just an awesome day! :) can you hear me?

[28 Nov 2006|01:30am] [ mood | cranky ] Fuck school, I can't wait to be outta there in May. I really wanna hear from fucking Wayne State. They're taking forever. I love my friends. I wish I could get to sleep at night. I can't wait til the weekend, and another break. 3 Turned my world upside down| can you hear me?

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